#she’s my bbg who has done no wrong

[hyacinths-in-a-storm]

Patron saint of cannibal ursa

YOU REMEMBER HER??? Also yes cannibal Ursa my beloved ♡, I love her so much. I am honored to be her patron saint and watch her cause absolute chaos in the Fire Nation Royal Court

[gtgbabie0]

A thought just came to me, and it’s fluff (kinda angsty if you squint but overall just protective leon) when f!reader (his S/O) comes home from work and subtly complains about some guy (co-worker) being “strange” and flirting with her and stuff and eventually she just comes home one day and rants about how it’s making her really uncomfy (and then ofc my bbg Leon comforts her and now has a murder plan)

I love this idea because I saw in one of your drabbles the mention of Leon not even thinking about sharing reader, and now I’m wondering what he would think of when even reader doesn’t like the persons advances and is uncomfy

If this is too triggering or uncomfortable for you, pls ignore!! I love ur writing ❤️❤️

-Leon Kennedy x reader

Ahhh thank you for requesting, I love protective Leon sm!! I hope you enjoy my lovelies!

CW- harassment

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Office jobs are already god awful, the last thing you need is some creepy, sleaze-ball who can’t take a hint for the life of him and by just your luck that’s exactly who you have to work with. The new intern, Harry, had been nothing but inappropriate with his constant jokes about the women he’s slept with, or his flirtatious manner that was horribly accompanied by his wandering hands.

It was starting to make you feel way too uncomfortable so much in fact you left ten minutes early just to avoid him in the parking lot. You had, along with several other women, already spoken with your bosses who in turn told you they’d ‘Keep an eye on him’ which was not helpful, at all, in fact, his actions only worsened through the week.

So when you finally get home you let out a heavy sigh, feeling the stress melt away as Leon calls your name lovingly from the kitchen. “Hey angel, you’re back early” he says walking over to you with a soft smile.

Leon always looks so warm and inviting but right now when he’s wearing his old collage jumper with a pair of joggers, well it sparks something in you and you just can’t help it as you practically fling yourself at him. Your arms wrap around his shoulders as you tug him into a hug.

He smiles when you breathe in deeply because, god, did he smell like heaven, “Yeah, I missed you- so much” you mumble against his shoulder, a sigh falling from your lips as his hands soothe against the small of your back, pulling your blouse out from where’s its tucked into your pencil skirt, so he can slip his hands underneath the fabric, his warm hands splaying across your back.

Leon catches on fairly quickly that there’s something wrong, he can tell by your tone, and when he pulls away slightly to look at you he doesn’t miss the strained smile you flash him. “Missed you too baby” he presses a kiss to your hairline, “Tell me what happened?” there’s a certain softness to his tone that melts you, completely opening the floodgates.

“Well y’know that new intern?” You ask as you both walk into the kitchen, the setting sun dusting the room with an orangey light as it reflects against the dark wooden cupboards, it was a homely feeling.

The softness of the light against Leon’s face made him look so handsome, despite the frown that confronts his face as he runs a hand down his stubbled cheek.

He nods with a stiff “Yeah” as he bites the inside of his cheek. Of course, Leon knew him, the creep wouldn’t leave you alone, the thought of him making you even the slightest bit uncomfortable made Leon seethe with anger.

“Well telling my boss hasn’t done shit- I swear he’s only gotten worse” you sigh picking at your cuticles, an action Leon is quick to stop as he holds your hands in his.

“Gotten worse how sweetheart?” He asks, tilting his head as he tries to meet your gaze. There’s a dreadful pit that grows in his stomach as he waits for your response with a certain fear.

“He just makes everyone feel so uncomfortable, I mean it’s bad Leon- even some of the other guys have called him out, he just doesn’t listen,” you tell him, noticing how the grasp he has on your hands tightens slightly.

You take a deep breath although it comes out a lot more shaky than you would like, “I have to share the desk next to his, and he keeps flirting with me and trying to touch my shoulders- I swear I’m gonna staple his hands together” you giggle trying to make light of the situation because if you don’t laugh about it you might end up crying.

The sentence tips Leon off the edge and what he really wants to do is much more than staple his hands together, but he pushes that to the side when he catches onto the tears that glaze over your eyes.

“You’re not going in tomorrow- I’ll call your boss” he says leaving no room for argument, a sudden protectiveness caging around his heart. His arms encircle your shoulders as he holds you against him with a gentle sway.

However, you know you can’t avoid it altogether, “Leon I can’t not go to work,” you tell him, pulling back slightly to look at him, anger still flickering through his eyes.

“Then I’ll drop off and pick you up” he huffs pressing a kiss to your forehead, “I’ll put on my mean boyfriend face” he whispers, frowning very over dramatically as he brushes his nose against yours.

He stops after he gets a giggle from you, satisfied at the joy that overtakes your face although it doesn’t last for long as he pulls back, watching the happiness dissipate from your face. It hurts him to see you like this, his chest tightens and it only fuels his anger towards this sleaze.

“Hey, I’m serious” his tone is so soft despite the growing anger, “I’ll call your boss, tell him you’re not going in until that creep gets fired” he presses a kiss to your forehead, tucking your hair behind your ear.

You look up at him with a soft smile, “I love you” you whisper, leaning into his hand as he cups your jaw, his thumb smoothing over your cheek.

“I love you too sweetheart” he says, bringing you into a warm almost protective hug, kissing the top of your head as his hands soothe against your back in a comforting manner, “Let’s go get some food, yeah?” He says as you nod against his chest, feeling a whole lot safer.

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[hypnoneghoul]

when you listen to the rhrn album can you please give your thoughts about like the mixing? Live albums typically don’t always have the greatest mixing but this one like confuses me

alright anon, I'm using your ask to make my official HYP TALKS RHRN SOUNDTRACK post

tag list: @devilsandstarlight @jazz-bazz @skele-bunny @azureseacloud @lilhoechlinsbae @delusionalbitchinthehouse @fallen-iii-ghost

A disclaimer, any negative-leaning take is not hate or "I would've done a better job" (because I would not), it's only my opinion that I was asked for multiple times due to what I do here on tumblr

Okay so I can divide the tracks in two categories when it comes to mixing and all that stuff:

1. Awesome mixing – more depth, better instrumental and vocal balance – Spillways – Cirice – Call Me Little Sunshine – Twenties – Marry On A Cross – Kiss The Go-Goat – Dance Macabre – Square Hammer

2. Less fortunate mixing – some flatness and chunkiness, less balance – Kaisarion – Rats – Faith – Absolution – Watcher In The Sky – Rats – Miasma – Respite On The Spitalfields

I’m not putting If You Have Ghosts into any of these categories because it’s a different world entirely. It’s actually just brilliant, but it’s not as hard to find balance with so few and such instruments as with the other songs on the album. I think Copia is a little too sharp for this vibe and I'm pretty sure they tried to help with reverb. It was a nice touch, but I think it could’ve been more smoothed out. But also I kinda hear Terzo in the second half of it, not Copia, SORRY. The vocal ghoulette could’ve been put either fully on the middle or all stretched all around to surround Copia and the instrumental and fill the space, if that makes sense

In general the mixing is strange in some places, even in the better made songs, it’s just like they lose the plot sometimes. It's possible (and very likely) that it was prepared with vinyls or CDs in mind, not headphones, but that doesn't explain why sometimes it's better and sometimes worse. Some general stuff about mixing I picked out:

1. Dew isn't really on the right, he's more to the middle than Aeon who's totally to the left. Dew could be louder actually in some places, Aeon could be stretched more to the middle 2. Bass has a great definition, we can finally hear how nice some fillers are and how good Rain actually is 3. The girls got some very much deserved highlights, but they did Swiss dirty. I’m outraged for my bbg, but not only because I love him. It would be a genuinely better technical decision if he was louder and/or placed somewhere else. The entire thing is very off balance. It's lead guitar and strong female vocals on the right, and rhythm and basically nothing (Swiss) on the left. It just doesn't make any sense!!!

Now some stuff about specific songs:

1. Rats – So dirty, the mixing failed a little here, the audience just sounds like noise instead of actual good background – DEW DID A PINCH HARMONIC (I manifested it) – Cirrus!!! It’s hard to hear her most of the time and she rocks here – Aeon and Dew had a very good harmony, they work so good together wtf (sorry Aether but they win here)

2. Faith – Aurora and Cumulus completely slay – I adore Dewdrop’s little addition to the 1st solo – But he missed a note in the 2nd solo heh

3. Spillways – FINALLY Swiss in Spillways – It’s the best mixed song in general and I’m not only saying that because of Swiss (who I love), all the instruments and voices are balanced so much better and so much more fluid – There’s less tone definition on bass though

4. Cirice – Dew does some fancy lil harmonic tricks in Cirice, I LIKE – It’s also very well balanced when it comes to instrument, SWISS IS AUDIBLE – Something went WRONG with Cirrus’ synth here, like omfg they did my girl dirty

5. Absolution – I talked about Absolution extensively here

6. Watcher In The Sky – Love the synth on it, why not do that setup for Cirice pls – But also Swiss is always the loudest at the beginning, why not here!? – It’s on the worse list, but it’s not horrible, the backing synths fill it nicely so it’s not as chunky as Rats for example – I think someone forgor Dew is lead, not Aeon, but at least we can appreciate the bug’s skill some more like that – Mounty slamming those bitches at the end, go baby!

7. Twenties – Very glad they highlighted the drums and the bass so much in this one, it’s what Twenties is FOR – Both Dew and Aeon’s palm muting game is so yummy here – Oh, Swiss how I love you – But what are they doing with the solo mixing, why is the bitch moving at the beginning? It’s like someone was late to press some buttons (It might have been on purpose but trying to do some fancy effects doesn’t always work)

8. Miasma – Miasma lands somewhere between the worse and better mixing category but that might be the lack of vocals which takes away some of the needed balance, but it is rather chunky – I don’t like the synths shoved totally into my left ear but that’s just me, not an actual flaw – But then what are they doing at c. 3 minutes??? Again, more fancy doesn’t always mean better and Miasma is fancy and full enough as it is – I think the mixing in Miasma changes from worse to better along the way because the ending is so much better and smoother, around when the sax comes in so they might’ve adjusted some things just to fit it – OMG RAINY GO FANCY AT THE END (the tiniest solo ever <3)

9. Mary On A Cross – Cumulus oh my fuckckk – The vocals before the chorus is such a good touch, nice ascend into the change in melody, love it – Same with Aurora’s solo part the next time, it’s so good that they put her on the middle for that, it’s perfect – The girls do slay the end but Swiss could balance it nicely if only he were just a tiny bit loudeeeeer – And again what are wed doing with these weirdly sustained layered synths??? That’s just slightly unnecessary

10. Respite On The Spitalfields – Swiss should be louder here, too – Respite is in the slightly worse category because this one sounds very flat to me for most part, it’s like only the drums and bass give any depth (or rather force some depth into it) – Once again Aeon’s palm muting is top tier – Girls slaying as usual – I’m not sure why the strings are just forcefully shoved behind Dew but okay… – The mixing here is a crime!!! It’s so flat and this is a song that deserves to be all around and fully immerse you. I’m actually sad about that one – And where are the solo vocal parts???

11. Kiss The Go-Goat – Now why is KTGG deeper and more melodic than Respite??? We’ll never know ig, but yeah, it’s on the better category – Did Nihil fucking mix this album or what??? – Cirrus’ solo in KTGG should be as loud as Dew’s, period

12. Dance Macabre – Dance Macabre is on the better category too, you can even hear Swiss – Glorious bass here

13. Square Hammer – Now Squammer, very good mixing for the finish but I still think that the girls should be more to the middle and wider, especially in backing vocal heavy tracks like this one – YES Dew bestie go ham on it at the end, slay, make your tech angry – OHHHH AEON’S THING UGHGFHNGHGHHG (he was probably wobbling his pickup switch with one of them turned off so it was basically sound on–off–on–off)

Also not really from the technical side but they cut out some strong tracks and it's honestly a big shame :(

Some gear stuff nobody will hear but me (/hj): 1. Rain definitely still has steel strings ‘cause COME ON, the TONE!!! 2. Aeon’s palm muting skills rock 3. The difference between Aeon’s ceramic humbuckers on the Fantomen and Dewdrop’s Hot Rail single coils is on the Strat so prominent AHHH 4. Aeon missed on the CMLS solo a little but Dew covered him up hjfgsdh 5. Slightly funny addition, but I love that Aurora’s voice and Dewdrop’s guitar can be mistaken for one another sometimes because of the tone and pitch lmfao

And that's it heh I'll gladly elaborate on some aspects or answer any questions that might come up so you know, my askbox and dms are open :3

[darling-i-read-it]

plsplspls can i request some norman fluff i am hyperfixating on him again 🫶🏼🥲

I was going to write this last night but got tired and have so many thoughts about norman that I wanted to be fully rested. Norman Bates you will always be famous to me bbg

Norman Bates makes me insane

If you want domestic life with a slasher, Norman is the closest you will get in my opinion. Aside from his mother, he truly is just the calmest man who gets anxiety with any kind of flirtation.

Say you meet at the diner when he goes out once. He's the town oddball. The kook. Everyone knows that after his mother died and the highway was moved, everything slightly altered in him

and you move into town and you get a job as a waitress and Norman is the nicest of your regulars. he always comes once a week to get out of the house, never stays for long because he has so much to do, and always gets the same thing.

"Eggs overeasy today Norman?" you tease. His cheeks flush as he goes to correct you, never once blaming you for potentially getting his order wrong.

"Oh u-"

"Scrambled Norman. I know, I was just pulling your leg." He flushes and smiles. He nods.

"Thank you." You maneuvered around him and to the back, dropping off his order. After he had cleared his plate he waited patiently for you to come around with his check. You always came in a timely manor and told him briefly about things that had happened over the week in town.

Today when you came back around, you had a particular smile on your face.

"Your breakfast is on me this morning Norman," you declared. He gave you a confused look. "On one condition." He cleared his throat, nodding for you to go one. "I get to come see your hotel and we have dinner over there."

a DATEEEE??????????

Norman Bates went a deep shade of red and then smiled. He had the most innocent smile on his face, you never would have guessed anything was wrong with him. In the moment he completely forgot about his mother.

he accepted gratefully, saying he would pick things up special. You promised to be by the next day around 5.

you came by the next day and Norman had never seen someone so beautiful. He saw you in your work clothes, your apron usually covered in the muck of your morning.

you were wearing something you thought date appropriate and he had gotten one of his better sweaters out of the back of his closet. One of the ones his mother had gotten for him to wear out.

He was cagey at the dinner.

You couldn't even glance up the stairs. He was already disobeying by having you in the house. But he wasn't cagey enough to deter you from having a good time.

Norman was shy but he had great conversation. All the people who came by his hotel made for great stories. You brought stories from the diner, from before you had moved out there

You noted he didn't have any help out there and he was clearly a busy man.

'Norman have you ever thought about hiring help?"

"Who would be my waitress?"

"I can make you eggs here!"

it was a bad idea. horrible even. Norman knew this but his desire to have you around was so strong, even if it wasn't technically safe for you. How long could he hold his mother back? What if he insured you were always here when someone else was, when there were people in the motel?

He started to try and find reasons to keep you around. Things that needed to be done but not necessarily as soon as he was having you do them.

You helped him paint the outside of the motel. You changed the bulbs in the sign. You got new linens and looked through the logbook for frequent fliers and silly fake names.

Norman couldn't shake it though. His mother would always be there to argue the worst of you. Even if you were helping him and not harming him, even if you hadn't made any actual move.

he wanted to kill his mother. but she was a shut in, she had no one else to help her! he was trapped in a cage of her making, one he could not leave. the dutiful son.

he made the first move. He wanted to kiss you silly since the first time he had seen you, imagining how your lips tasted in shameful nights.

You were helping him in the office. He was back in the parlor while you sat at the desk out-front. You had just checked in a couple, clearly people who were not currently married to each other.

They had used ridiculous fake names. Norman walked back to the front of the room. He looked particularly handsome, wearing a white button up shirt tucked in his slacks.

"If we were fake married, what would our names be?" you questioned. Norman took a bite of the apple in his hand and shrugged. He leaned against the desk.

"Mr and Mrs Disney," he suggested. You nodded slowly.

"Mr and Mrs Flinstone."

"Too one the nose. That show just premiered," he suggested." He looked over your shoulder at the log book. He had gotten so used to having you around, so comfortable with your presence. He liked imaginig the two of you as a married couple. The Bates Motel with two Bates once again.

"Mr and Mrs Disney it is," you teased. You looked up at him and he was so close, his face just hovering beside yours. You smiled cheekily.

Before you had even comprehended it, he had kissed you.

Norman wanted that life. He liked the idea of that life. Maybe his mother would be okay with it if you were married. Maybe he could sway her.

Without even knowing it, you had helped him muster courage to fight his mother. A problem you barely knew existed. You had heard her, you had thought it was weird you had never seen her, but you trusted Norman.

A ring on your finger would be so nice, he thought. So nice.

Finally put a cork in the townsfolks mouths.

Norman took a wife?

[j4desblurbs]

DISTANCE

obi wan kenobi x fem! reader

welcome to my second fic! this took me quite a while cuz motivation ebbed and flowed, but here it is. please bear with me if there are grammatical errors or anything that just doesn’t sound right; i’m still navigating this writing thing. thank you so much to my bbg @retrosabers for proofreading & editing, & thank you all for reading! i hope you enjoy :)

summary: obi wan has noticed you straying away from him, and decides to find out why.

warnings: just some angst

word count: 2.4k

obi-wan noticed it, the way you walked straight past him in the hallways instead of stopping to say hello. the way you chose to sit alone at lunch instead of joining him, anakin, and ahsoka.

and it puzzled him, because the change in your behavior towards him was so sudden, like a switch had been flipped. he didn’t know what he had done, if he had done anything at all.

“is something wrong, master?”

obi-wan startles, turning towards ahsoka, who’s looking at him expectantly.

“you looked kinda upset. i just wanted to make sure everything was okay.” she gives a small shrug.

he clears his throat. “yes, everything is fine. thank you for checking.”

ahsoka nods hesitantly, and then leaves.

obi-wan sighs. he really must talk to you soon.

it was lunch time. he already knew you wouldn’t be willing to sit with him in the mess hall, but perhaps it was worth a try to talk to you anyway.

obi-wan sees you exiting the line for food, and making your way to the usual table in the corner. he moves towards you and to catches you by the shoulder.

“hello.” he greets softly. he’s not sure what else he can say.

“hi.” you manage. and then you start to walk away.

“wait!” obi-wan says hurriedly.

but you don’t stop. you’re walking away, and it’s no longer towards your table, but out of the mess hall altogether.

obi-wan’s heart sinks.

was what he had done so terrible that you couldn’t bear to hold the slightest interaction with him?

over the next few days, obi-wan continues to seek you out, to no avail. he barely sees you during lunch or in the halls, and he doesn’t dare to try your quarters.

he doesn’t know what to do. he desperately needs to speak with you, but he also doesn’t want to force you. all of this leaves him with quite the situation.

it’s in the nights, the restless, sleepless nights mostly spent by tossing and turning, that he decides to just take the first opportunity he can get and talk to you. it will drive him mad if he doesn’t.

several days pass before he sees you in the hall, and his feet are moving towards you before he can process it. he should stop, think this through before he does anything, but his rationality is overruled by his heart.

he calls your name, but you don’t turn back.

he says your name again, and it takes every ounce of your strength not to look at him. but when you hear him get closer, and feel his hand rest on the inside of your arm, you can’t keep your guard up any longer.

“obi-wan.” you say, turning to look at him. you had your suspicions that obi wan wasn’t taking your radio silence well, but you weren’t expecting him to look so defeated. while he still maintained his normal air as a jedi master, you could see the mental exhausation in his eyes, and you could feel his distress in the force.

he gives a wry smile, before his face falls. “i’ve been meaning to talk to you, but i wasn’t sure if- i didn’t want to overstep, or make you uncomfortable or anything of that sort.” he stops and folds his hands in front of him, twisting his fingers. he’s nervous.

“okay. what did you want to say?” you straighten your posture and fold your arms across your chest.

he awkwardly clears his throat. “do you want to go somewhere less…open?”

he’s looking at you so earnestly that you can’t help but oblige.

obi-wan leads you to a small clearing just outside the jedi temple that you used to frequent back when you were closer. it’s peaceful, ringed with flowers growing in patches and tall trees in the distance. there’s an old, once broken fountain in the middle that you got anakin to help you fix.

“i…haven’t been here in a while.” you admit, bending down to run your fingers over a patch of flowers.

he sits next to you by the patch, deftly picking a flower from it and tucking it behind your ear. he smiles softly when you turn to look at him, a smile you return.

“i have. it’s a nice place to come to when i…need to clear my head.” he looks back down at the flowers.

you nod almost imperceptibly before brushing your hands off on your pants and standing up.

“so, what did you want to say?” you look at him expectantly.

obi-wan pauses, collecting his thoughts. he wants to make sure that what he says comes across clearly; the last thing he wants to do is say something that would offend you and cause him to lose his chance to express his concerns with you.

“i feel as though you have been avoiding me in the past few weeks. i sensed that you were becoming more distant, drawn in, especially around me. i want to make sure everything is alright. that…i haven’t done anything wrong. because if i have, i’m so sorry, and i will do everything in my power to correct it.”

you hesitate. you know that you’ve been growing distant, and that obi-wan deserves to know why. he’s been nothing short of a kind and loving friend in your life, and seeing him so rattled by your change in behavior tugs at your heart strings. but that’s where the problem lied. you didn’t look at him as just a friend. your feelings for master kenobi were growing stronger as the days went by, and putting up walls between you two seemed to be your only answer to the problem.

you didn’t realize it was hurting him too.

you struggle putting your feelings into words, the jedi code at the forefront of your mind. you can’t possibly tell him how you feel, not when you know he’ll rebuke you, and you don’t think your friendship, or your heart, could survive that.

“obi-wan.” you begin, but your voice dies in your throat.

he gives you a look. the kind he always does when he knows you need to vent, and a crack begins to form on your heart. you can’t bear to lose him, but the weight of lying hurts just as much.

“the reason i haven’t been talking to you lately…is because i don’t want to lose you.” you fidget with your hands as you speak, unable to bring yourself to make eye contact with him.

“i….as i’ve started to get closer to you, i’ve found myself feeling for you in a way i hadn’t felt for anyone before. i didn’t know what it was at first, and once i did, i tried to deny it, but it just kept growing. i knew it was wrong.”

you’re starting to cry now, the tears welling in your eyes and falling down your face as you blink.

“so, i started to distance myself from you. i knew i could never have you, that you’d leave eventually, because…”

“because?”

you force yourself to look up at obi-wan, into his eyes, and you find that he is much closer to you than you expected. he’s looking at you with concern, the emotion so clear on his face that you’re taken aback. it takes you a moment to collect yourself enough to speak again:

“because everyone who i’ve ever loved has left me in the end.”

obi-wan has an expression that’s an unreadable mix of shock, sadness, and pain. something stirs in the force, a heavy weight pulling you closer to each other, and you find yourself buried in his arms before you can fully process it.

his arms envelope you in a hug that feels like home. he feels like home. a place your heart will always belong, and always want to be. finally, the dam breaks, and a wrecked sob escapes your lips as he pulls you closer.

obi-wan’s voice is strained, like he’s on the verge of tears himself. “you’re never going to lose me.”

he’s stunned. he can’t imagine anyone wanting to leave you behind. you, with your sweet disposition, the way you smiled at the younglings as you walked past them, occasionally stopping to entertain one, the way you were so dedicated to honing your skills, becoming the best jedi you could be, the way you treated everyone around you with respect and kindness and loyalty.

how could anyone let go of that?

obi-wan gently guides you out of his arms, but rests his hands on your elbows. you wipe your tears with your sleeve and make eye contact with him. you can tell he wants to say something.

“who? who….left you?” he asks, concern ever so evident on his face. his hands rub your arms softly, as an attempt to soothe you, let you know he won’t push you to form your answer.

the question almost makes you start crying again. after what feels like months of ignoring obi-wan, having him be so concerned for you makes you feel terrible. you swallow the lump in your throat before speaking:

“back home” you sighed. “i was friends with this girl. we were close, told each other everything.” you smiled sadly at the memories. “one day she started to become distant...” you paused. the attention in obi-wan’s gaze encouraged you to continue. “she started growing distant and then before i knew it, it was like we were strangers. like our friendship meant nothing.” you close your eyes and let out a deep breath. “i didn’t let myself make friends for a long time i was so rattled by it. and when i finally did, they all eventually fell down the same path. it made me think there was something wrong with me.” your voice broke on the last word, your throat burning with the arrival of fresh tears. “i had to be the problem. there had to be a reason why no one would stay.”

“my spirit...well i’m sure you can tell it hasn’t been the greatest.” you try and brush off your feelings with a forced laugh, but it only makes the crease between obi-wan’s brow deepen. “when i came to coruscant i thought it would be a fresh start, a new beginning. and it has been.” your eyes glimmer for a fleeting moment. “but i guess i’m still really scared.”

you take a deep breath, the weight in your chest finally lifted. you look at obi-wan expectantly, waiting for him to say something.

obi-wan’s hand moves from your elbow to rest on your shoulder.

“my love, i…i’m so sorry you had to go through that. i’m sorry you ever felt like….felt like you had to distance yourself from me.”

“you must know” his tone is hushed, bordering on pained. “you must know how i feel for you.” as he fully engulfs your face in his hand, thumb caressing your cheekbone to wipe away a stray tear, you see the adoration in his eyes. you feel the strength of the force pulling you together, intertwining your souls. obi-wan is nearly on the verge of tears when he admits: “i have loved you since the moment i first laid eyes on you. my heart is yours. it’s always been yours.”

you blink softly at his words, your mind running as it tries to process them. it feels like time had stopped, that the maker had granted you this moment to claim as your own, something that no one could take away from either of you. not the sith, not the council, no one.

“obi-wan….” you start, but you can’t form words. no words would be able to fully express your feelings, your relief at knowing that your love isn’t unrequited.

instead, you move forward, your hands coming up to hold his face and your forehead touching his. he relaxes into your touch, hands finding their way to the small of your back. he pulls you impossibly close, like if he lets you slip even the slightest bit away this will all have been a dream.

you breath fans over his face, lips a mere few inches apart. his ocean blue eyes flick up to yours, asking permission to do what you’ve been wanting for ages.

you whisper his name, a desperate grant of permission, and his lips are on yours. the kiss is all of the unspoken words from over the years; a soft and gentle, yet soulful and passionate way of saying “i love you. i’ll always love you.”

his lips are soft against yours, and his hands tighten on your waist. he’s warm, and solid, and you lean even closer into his touch.

suddenly, realization strikes you. you straighten, your hands coming away from obi-wan’s face slightly. his brows furrow, and his hands shift on your hips a bit.

“darling? what is it? what’s the matter?” his eye contact is so unwavering that you can’t help but falter a bit before voicing your concern.

your voice is barely audible. “the code obi-wan.”

he deflates, but only a little.

“what are we to do?”

obi-wan takes a breath, and then gently, one hand moves back up to rest on the side of your face.

“there’s nothing for us to do. this is ours to have. the council cannot punish us for something that they do not know of. we sacrifice enough as is. you and i deserve to keep this to ourselves. you may tell the people you keep close to you if you wish, but do not for a minute think that this belongs to anyone else.”

you pause to think. for all your time on coruscant, the jedi code has been a large part in the way you go about things. it has greatly influenced your decisions and behaviors. so now, directly disobeying the code and the council that you admire (and fear) so much feels foreign, and wrong.

you value the code. but you have values of your own. and one of those is being compassionate. showing the people you care about that you love them. obi-wan is right. this is yours to have. you’ve wanted nothing more than to love him, and to be loved by him in return.

now that this opportunity is within reach, are you really going to let it slip away?

you nod softly. you want this. you want to be with obi-wan. and you weren’t going to let anyone interfere with that.

after all your loneliness and pain, you deserved this much.

[louisisalarrie]

https://www.tumblr.com/louisisalarrie/767071307043110912/did-you-see-what-daisy-posted-on?source=share

i know you dont mean it as is, but people hate way more than enough on Louis and his sisters for a shit ass stunt that none of them want or choose.

i know you're is sarcastic, but i also dont think it translates well for a lot of this fandom who use all this verbatim to be really vile to all the tomlinsons.

oh boy anon you are barking up the wrong tree here my friend, BUT, everyone is welcome to the show here

listen, I’ve watched this little sisters grow up for over a decade now and yes, they took on some responsibility of the bbg stuff. But it took a turn from like… the girls posting some stuff that actually was somewhat Larry proof, to then really picking up more of this stunt than what I thought was necessary. they would be under NDAs sure, but they’re not directly involved in this stunt. this is NOT their stunt, this is a contract between louis and 1d’s team. the girls would not be contractually obligated to post a certain amount of content of F etc., but they would be highly encouraged to. and that’s great that they’re taking on the social media aspect of it and louis can step back. they are a very tight knit bunch of siblings who love and care for each other dearly.

they also are now adults (which is still so weird to me lol) and influencers, so they are much more aware of the interactions between themselves and the 1d fandom, what gets them likes and hits etc etc., and they are quite media savvy from having grown up surrounded by one of the music industry’s biggest cover ups ever. them and Lou Teasdale both used the occasional Snapchat/social media post that would be very clearly hinted towards Larry - all with some classic plausible deniability included.

now, the fact that they are influencers, means they need engagement. Lottie has done extremely well for herself and has created her own kind of social media presence that does not rely on louis these days, and she has her own branding. She’s her own public figure, and that’s great.

the twins are following suit, but haven’t reached that level of interaction and following that is outside of the fandom. they have a little bit, but nowhere near like Lottie. SO what posts get them the most engagement? the most clicks? the most likes? well… anything that has to do with Louis. with louis not really wanting to be the star of his little sisters’ instagrams, the next closest thing is that kid. and im not being “villainous” towards the tomlinson sisters, im simply laying down the facts. those girls, while they have been encouraged to take on bbg content off of louis’ hands to keep up the ruse, they also have benefit in doing so. it gets them engagement. it’s truly that simple.

im not hating on those girls, but also, their accounts aren’t being run by someone else. they aren’t in the same position louis is. and lottie does do the occasional bbg post too, but also, she’s her own influencer now. there’s a big difference between her and the twins’ brands, and maybe that’s why they’re now stepping back from pushing the F content. they want their reality show, they want their own attention, and while posting F gets them love AND hate, it works. it’s super basic marketing, and it’s a good thing for louis to step back, and the twins to use the stunt for engagement.

I am not putting all fault to those girls, btw. im saying that they may sometimes take advantage of the stunt for a boost in engagement, and that’s on them. they follow F update accounts - there is absolutely NO reason to do that and those accounts are creepy af as it is.

The problem is though, that they started taking on the bbg content heavily. I would argue more heavy than what is necessary of them, and I think they screwed themselves over with that.

I think all the Tomlinsons are good people with good hearts, and the twins im sure are lovely people. but you have to see through the surface and not take things at face value.

I have to say im a little shocked at your message because frankly, being a Larrie, means you don’t take things at face value and that’s why we don’t share a collective braincell like the solos do. they PUSH for F content, they are not fine if things are kept private (there are a million examples of this I can show you if you really want), it’s creepy and unnecessary and that would be way more upsetting to me than my fans thinking it’s not my kid. god it’s so weird. But taking every thing at face value is what the media and all the PR teams want you to do. but it’s about analysing and thinking for yourself as to why things are posted, when they are posted, and the purpose behind the overall stunt.

true larries are not vicious to louis and his sisters when they post bbg content. sure there are some that do have a go sometimes, of course, but also there are far more solos that yell for content than there are larries who get mad at bbg content. I literally am so over this stunt that I just roll my fucking eyes when that kid is dragged into the public eye again.

anyway, my point is, that the twins are now backing away from the content that got them engagement in the first place. I despise that they’ve been encouraged to post content on louis’ behalf, I also despise that a minor has his face plastered all over the internet when they’re (literally everyone involved) well aware of how wrong this all is, and I feel sorry for those girls. but at the end of the day, they did too much for engagement and are now against it.

and if im wrong, if for some reason 9 years later 1d’s team is in constant contact sending the girls messages and asking for them to post shit, then I take back everything I said. but I highly doubt that. and it’s all just a classic marketing ploy. I love louis, I’ll defend him with everything I have, I’ll throw myself in front of a truck driven by solos if I have to, but I do not hate him or his sisters. you’ve gotten this very wrong, my friend.

anyway, shout out to you for sharing your opinion and wanting to have a chat. that’s what this is all about! and I hope I cleared some stuff up for you <3

[sheisntyouspam]

i now have 100 pages LEFT (i was up till 3 why am i not done yet)

more opinions + changed opinions (spoilers chapter 22 to chapter 60):

okay look i still love savannah x rohan BUT IM NOT SO OBSESSED ANYMORE

savannah is kinda annoying guys please don’t attack me

love love love rohan he’s so funny and so GASIVAAK

ALSO DOES MY GUY EVEN REALISE HOW IN LOVE HE SOUNDS WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT SAVANNAH??

anywho idk where that ship is going but i do ship

GRAYSON MY LOVE PLEASE IM CRYING I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

THE LYRA GRAYSON SCENES I CANT BEIAGWKWB

HIM PICKING HER UP

HIM HELPING HER COME BACK FROM THE MEMORIES

THEM SOLVING ‘WHAT BEGINS A BET? NOT THAT?’

JUST KISS ALREADY

but can i just say that gray has developed so much as a character, he’s so much more open with people now and it’s kinda annoying when lyra shuts him out cause he’s so vunerable with her and shared with her (i actually cried about this last night)

gigi is loml

stop underestimating her you assholes she’s way better than you

im warming up to knox i used to despise him

brady is good but i DO NOT SHIP HIM AND GIGI

FRIENDSHIP IS CUTE BUT NO SORRY

odette stop third wheeling brother please HAHA

okay now some analysis (i’m not completely useless guys)

i can’t rank them on who i want to win based on there reasons (cause i’m still pretty useless)

but i can look at there reasons and say whether I THINK they deserve to win or not (my opinions fellas):

-> rohan (my man is fine): rohan has a reason, the devil’s mercy is all he’s ever had and he needs the money or he’s going to get kicked out onto the streets where he was when he was FIVE. so valid reason

-> savannah (not a fan): man i don’t even know about this girl… i’ve heard spoilers like BAD BAD SPOILERS ABOUT WHAT SHE DOES and that makes me hate her even more. she said she’s doing it for her father, bbg daddy is dead and was a bitch x

-> gigi (CUTIE): like i said in my other post, i was initially rooting for gigi. she doesn’t really have a clear reason but i feel like seeing everyone underestimate her does give her a reason. like my girl i believe in you but for the people that don’t it’s a good chance for her to prove them wrong

-> brady (good): brady has a reason. a very very valid reason. he deserves it he needs it

-> knox (getting better): idk knox’s reason get so i can’t say anything

-> odette (third wheeling granny): she said she’s dying?? not sure in what sense she means that helppp but yeah she probs needs it, she’s very mysterious though icl

-> lyra (my husband’s gf): yeah she also has a reason. the house she was raised in is being sold and she doesn’t want that - for her brother (was it??) as well - so lyra needs the money

-> GRAY (LOVE OF MY LIFE MY MAN MY HUSBAND): my guy is rich as hell he don’t need the money, bae is only there for lyra otherwise i’m pretty sure he don’t give a shit

thats all till now ((STILL NO EVE THANK GOODNESS) i’ve read spoilers though)

(i love you grayson)

[choisunjaeisactuallymine]

what kind of girl i think the Reality Quest trio would date

WARNINGS: fem reader, some NSFW in sungjae's part. you can OBVIOUSLY tell which one is my favorite

my trio: dowan, eunsung, and sungjae

Ha Dowan

Yeah he's a loser so the first female to hit him up is probably going to take his heart. I think instead of being touchy like Jinseo, I feel like he would appreciate a girl who is more of a caring figure (cause of his daddy...oops) and does acts of service. You would need to give him some time, and also get to know him and his past without prying too much into it. I feel like you patching him up after he gets into fights would be kinda cute, and it gives that extra boost for him to fall for you.

Hella competition though, but if you get there first I think you have a shot. What is missing to him is reassurance, and if you make it loud and clear that the person you like is him, he'll be pretty satisfied. I don't think he's that dense, I just think he's scared and shy to accept that girls are into him LOL.

I think if he realizes you two have more shared interests he would be really excited. Like I don't know if he still plays video games anymore, but if you were interested in finding out what happened to his dad and he SEES you making effort towards that, he is gOne.

Han Eunsung

I really don't know why, but I feel like Eunsung would be into a girl with a mean demeanor but a soft heart. Like I could imagine him with an s/o who is rich and spoiled but secretly has good morals. Like with his whole "sibling" backstory (if the author doesn't start dropping more hints I'm literally gonna have to write it myself), he would probably be a bit more sensitive with topics regarding family and life. So if his hard-headed s/o takes care of stray kittens and donates to/volunteers at local orphanages, he'd definitely fall.

Another thing I would say is loyalty. I don't know if he's being forced to work for the council due to his sibling, but he knows that he needs it to survive. If his s/o is spoiled but knows when to be sophisticated and get shit done, I think that's a pretty solidifying factor. He definitely takes interests in people that remind him of himself.

No but imagine this: heiress who lavishly spends her money and always comes dressed up in full Chanel and bedazzled in Cartier rings. She requests gifts from him every other day and gets upset when he doesn't greet her with roses. But when she goes shopping she buys them matching designer outfits and stocks up his closet and fridge with the highest quality goods. And after a long day of fighting he comes back and his darling has the meal all prepared, nice and hot, wearing the customized Versace apron she bought him a week prior.

Choi Sunjae

TOTALLY into bbgs. Like he has a bunny s/o that wears cute Pinterest clothing PROVE ME WRONG. She probably wears lolita dresses outside when it's 100 degrees and he has to hold her parasol while she snuggles onto her fluffy bunny plush. Probably calls her "bunny" or "doll" tbh. She'd be the stereotypical beauty: doe eyes, chubby cheeks, and plump lips (he loves kissing her strawberry scented lip gloss right off). Threads his hand through your hair and YANKS on it when you misbehave, and when the tears start gathering in your eyes and you whine for him to stop, he'll let you cling onto him while he licks your tears away.

Also he's a sadist. You can't change my mind. He loves to see his hunny bunny cry.

But here's the catch: I'm pretty sure Sunjae gets hella bitches. Like pookies look at him. Everyone is jumping straight for that dick. And he's calculative, so he needs someone to be able to match him in that sense. So what I think really differentiates his s/o from the rest of the horny masses (us) is that she is secretly really smart and a really good fighter. Not only that, but also a spitfire, and she is b r a t t y .

Sometimes when she gets worked up she starts sticking her tongue out at Sunjae and just doing things that piss him off in general. She avoids his kisses and compares his muscles to Eunsung's, saying how she prefers the latter (the audacity!). He probably only gets super angry when you mention his "fakeness" and how he probably doesn't love you and whatnot since he's always putting on a "facade". Then he literally just has to fuck it out of you like-

Point is, she's subby but only for her hubby. When she's on the battlefield everyone's gonna die within 16 seconds. No need for him when she's on site, she'll clear the entire ground before Sunjae even steps foot. (He probably gets turned on by that though).

i'll expand on this some other day...this is too much writing for one sitting.

[materialgworlas]

Hey Siri how long has it been Sense

Materialgworlas posted

Siri: playing material girls by saucy Santana on Apple Music

Me:pauses music

You get what I’m try to say tho bestie YOU HAVENT GAVE US ANY SAUCE WERES THE SAUCE Please hook a sister up post POST PLEASE

Visitors From The Future- Satoru Gojo x Fem!reader

Synopsis: M kinda loving the whole Y/n gojo roommate canon so imam stick w it for now. SO imagine like u n gojo be arguing again, over sumn domestic like the nasty mf leavin skid marks or smthg😭 AND THENNN yall interrupted by sm1 at the door and its future nanami n yo future kids w gojo (Cuz of some mission into da future that takes place in da past… uh… YK WHAT FUCK THE LOGISTICS MAN JUST ALLOW IT). And gojo be smug as hell cuz he already got a lil crush on u so knowing yall get busy in da future is a major confidence boost.

GOJO AF

And like u in denial cuz u been resisting the urge to jump in this blind mice ahh mf’s bones for AGES

YO MANS😫😫

 anddddd u kinda feeling geto rn but yo kids r cute so u aint really complaining. And it’s just future nanami tired as hell cuz yo kids got gojo’s energeticness and ur stubbornness so they can’t be reasoned w😍

pov its bedtime🥰

JORDANA BBG HERE U GOOOOO😁 IM EXPECTING MY COMMISION IN DMS👹👹(yk what im talkin ab)

warning: uh da n-word? sm foul language, the readers black, gojo be simpin then foul at the end, poor suguru just wanted nyash, nanami deserves better than designated nanny AHAH GET IT NANANNY-MI REHEHEHE IM SO FUNNY-

☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

“I SWEAR TO GOD IMMA MURDER THIS FOOL!”

“Eughhhhh it’s not even that bad-“

“WDYM NOT THAT BAD MAN U SHAT UP THE WHOLE KITCHEN!!”

“Mf actin like its on the walls”

“…”

“What-“

“WHO THE FUCKKKK DO U THINK CLEANS THE DAMN APARTMENT GOJO!”

“Gojo?? I thought we were at that ���Satoru’ level-“

“NIGGA STFU! Yo crusty ahh been fucking up my damn kitchen for WAY too long! Clean yo shit mf, last I checked slavery was over!”

“This is why we should get a maid.”

“WITH WHAT FUNDS!??!?! WE BROKE STUDENTS!”

“phhfft speak for yourself, im loaded.”

“Correction, was loaded. Until yo parents got tired of funding ur dookie lifestyle n cut you off.”

“…”

“reheh, gotcha nigga.”

“Ughhhhh I hate this.”

“Oh and u think I like wasting my breath?? Mf just clean the damn mess you made so ion have to yell.”

 “yeah, u only be yelling for Suguru these days...”

“NIGGA WHAT??”

“…” “U WANNA SAY THAT TO MY FACE U POMPOUS  CANT DO SHIT LIMP DICCK BEADY EYED FREAKK WITH YO WHITE HAIR GOT U LOOKING LIKE AN OLD ASS  EGG HEADED SLENDER MAN! CLEAN YO MAN MESS OR FUCKING LEAVE!” you practically roared, heavily breathing whilst a shocked Gojo stared at your angered form

Great, now you’ve done it

“yk what fuck this shit, I’m heading out.” you huffed before storming off to your room to get changed

You always take things too far, don’t you satoru. And the worst part is I only made that mess cause I was tryna make that weird dish Y/n loves, but I fucked it up n got embarrassed. God I gotta let go of this petty crush, I mean- shes literally hooking up with my best friend, by definition that should make Y/n off limits. But I just… She just so smart n funny n GAHD DAYM THAT ASS PHATT- but all I manage to do is piss her off. EUGH curse these damn feelings! Maybe ill call hoe#2 later to de-stress, she doesn’t mind when I say the wrong name at least-

“You gon get the door or not!?”

Your yell from the other room had broken through Gojo’s thoughts, now aware of the ringing the 6’3 man lumbered to the door

“Oh yeh nanamin-“

“DADDY!”

Gojo’s greeting had been cut off by the shrill of the two young children that clung to Nanami’s frame, eagerly reaching out to touch him. “May we come inside.” The weary blond spoke, waiting patiently for his ‘friend’ to move aside allowing him to enter, the two infants in tow.

“who was at the door-“you padded into the living room, dressed much nicer than before, stopping short seeing your best friend, Nanami, and the two children in his arms. “Mini, who’s black babies are these” you chortled

“MAMA!” The children wailed, squirming hard enough to break free from Nanami’s hold and rush to you.

“The fu-“

“Y/N! no cussing in front of the kids!” Gojo hissed, you rolled your eyes but relented. Turing your attention to the children clinging to your legs

“these babies kidna cute.” You muttered

“I KNOW RIGHT!!” Gojo cooed, tickling the younger girl who let out a happy squeal

“I should hope you find your own children cute.” Nanami said, in his matter of fact tone, as if he aint dropped a phatt ass spoiler in yo lives.

“My own children- huh?”

“Yes, myself, Kasumi and Saku are from the future. They are your children.” Mf dropping bomb after bomb without a second thought THAT’S how tired he is.

OUR WHAT? KIDS? U MEAN I- SHITTT, I have so many questions! When do we get together? Are we still together?? Do we get married?? Wait he said from the future- just how far into the future we talking??? How long I gotta wait to dick Y/n down n make my Gojo army... Saku’s got Y/ns smile and Kasumi got her… well everything. Damn I really lucked out-

So many thoughts in Gojo’s head. Yet all he could muster was,

“Huh… come to think of it you do look a lil older to how I remember.” Trying to keep his composure whilst he did internal backflips

Our kids? You mean me and this dusty- who am I kidding GORGEOUS idiot fuck?? AND I POP OUT TWO OF HIS EGG HEADED BABIES?? I mean, when?? Where?? why?? I mean sure the niggas fine but uh me n Geto kinda… well its complicated. But DAMN if these babies aren’t the cutest lil shit I ever seen. Saku’s got Gojos big ahh blue bug eyes but he makes em work w his brown skin n adorable lil afro… he can’t be more than 6 I’d say. AND OH MY LIFE KASUMI IS ADORABLE EHEHEH, she gets her cuteness from her mama let’s not lie but her beautiful curled her got white locks that fit her so well. Ehehe yk what, I’m not mad.

“Mama, no angy?” Kasumi babbled

“Huh- why would I be angry??”

“C-cause we twied to make (insert favourite food🥰) n-nd made biggggggggggg mess.” Saku said, peering at you with those beautiful blue eyes.

“Dadda’s dia!” Kasumi pointed to Gojo who picked up the happy girl

“Dadda’s what?” he hummed

“SUMI’S RIGHT W-WE ONLY DID IT CAUSE-BECAUSE DADDY SAID YOU’D LIKE IT!”

Gojo rn:🧍🏾‍♀️

“You were tryna make (favourite food)? N made a big mess…” now u aint the brightess when it comes to this shit but even you could connect the dots.

Now the famous Satoru Gojo, strongest sorcerer, was shying away from the knowing look you gave him. his cheeks dusted with an embarrassing amount of pink as he used Kasumi’s chubby body to shield himself.

YOU AF

Your cute lil moment was cut short by Nanami’s haggard snores, the poor man was sprawled on your couch. If it weren’t for his aggressive ass noises, you’d think the mf was dead😭

“Um- er, well they can’t exactly leave until Nanami’s awake…” Gojo started

“True, and it’d be cruel to wake him… he looks so tired.”

“…I guess we’ll have to look after the kids until he wakes up🥳🥳🥳. Oh well, HEY- who wants to teleport to Uncle Suguru n tell him the good news!!”

“Gojo you’re foul-“

“MEEEE!” Saku and Kasumi yelled in unison

“ALRIGHT LETS GO!😁”

GETO WHILE GOJO BE PARADING HIS HAPPY LIL FAMILY ON HIS LAWN

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ik its been a hot minute yall but dw ur warrior @jordanahart been on my ass everyday to post dis 😔✊🏾 1 man army fr

[chaossequence]

Earlier there was a scorpion that I had to take care of for my roomate (who's dealy afraid of that stuff) since it was next to her bed then I went to a night class,, they pick me up since its a bit far and they needed to print something anyways, then tell me " hey... Oyster had another scorpion on her bed and ended flinging it onto your bed so you'll have to deal with that"

1. I'm also very scared of bugs especially ones that sting

2. I did not put the scorpion in my bed, why should I, who already dealt with the earlier one out of necessity, be the one to deal with it

3. I didn't care that much. I was drawing and I didn't really fully believe them. I said that this is the exact kind of thing you would formulate before coming to meet me just to mess with me

4. Long story short we walk home and I have to walk up to the house thinking wow they can't even have some kindness for me they KNOW I can't even deal with bugspray bc of my asthma and sensitivity to aerosols in general they KNWO I hate bugs esp that sting I'm already pissed and they then tell me before I walk all the way up that it's a prank there is no scorpion

5. Even if there was a scorpion I still lost some trust in them for just putting me in this situation, I often feel like no one has my back at all

6. The fact that this was a prank just hurts me more in that I never pull this shit off with them. I don't make pranks I don't try to put people in those situations bc i know I'd hate going through it myself. I annoy them a lot on purpose like earlier I'd been throwing tiny leaves at Cigarette for a good way towards class, pretty mild I would say.

7. For years I've known that I just do t like getting messed with. I don't like people making a fool out of me. Lying to me. Making me believe in something just to reveal it's wrong and then ridicule me for it after wards,, this just feel like that

8. I feel like this is bc i didn't have their childhoods or even current relationships. I never had siblings or cousins I was close to. I never had terribly close friends. When people try to mess with me now I get angry and fussy if you try talking to me and cry if it's worse.

9. Earlier that day I told Cigarette "do not do that to me, don't tell me that" when she said awwww are you crying? To me sniffing or rubbing my nose bc if allergies. She's done that a lot bc especially when I scratch me eye (I have a dry spot there so throughout the day I'm scratching off some dead skin) and she'll say omg don't cry bbg ~ in a very infantalizing voice that I've already told her not to use with me and it's just messing with me a lot.

10. Last year Oyster played a "prank" on me while I was sick at home. one of our friends (Electric) messaged me that she hates Oyster and Iguana and didnt want to be friends with them anymore and giving more details of course (I even live blogged that occasion on here lol) but the problem was that THIS WAS COMPLETELY believable. Like Electric was going through a rough patch with us at the time and has expressed such things about them and another girl like I was just saying hey you need to tell them this don't come and shit talk about them to me. I even told my mom about this and she agreed that yeah.. it felt like they were testing me and what I'd say about those two behind their backs like I haven't forgiven Oyster about this thing at all and she just continues life not knowing that to this day I call this the "Electric situation"

11. After that, on a camping trip I tol Cigarette who was my travel buddy at the time and best friend I hate these people turning on their flasha light when they don't have to bc it's really hurting my eyes. I even had her walk me though the guided trial so I could keep my eye closed for a while. Then at the night campfire the fire was very bright, hurting my eyes then people were turning on bright LED flash lights for no reason and I in frustration said "god just fucking don't turn on your lights you aren't using then at all" then cigarette who was next to me immediately turns on her light directly into my eyes. I got really hurt by this emotionally and physically bc she literally flashed a sudden bright light one foot away from my face. She regretted it the instant I changed my face nad shut my eyes with my hand even tighter and dad "sorry sorry I tend to do thing when people tell me not to I'm so sorry" like ok then I cried for the whole campfire to the point our chaperones (our close teachers) asked me if I was ok. I needed turning the opposite direction of the fire into the dark and closed my eyes still bc the shadows were flickering

12 I try my best so much to respect their boundaries like I don't call Cigarette annoying bc she has this issue ith it deeply so j just try no to use that word . So why can't she try for me

[rainandhotchocolate]

Hi! :) Can I request a Sirius x Reader where they’ve left Hogwarts (they’re about 19 years old) and are in the order, reader and Sirius are in a heated argument bc Sirius keeps flirting with other girls. Reader gets called out on a mission for the order and as she storms out Sirius shouts something like “I hate u” (or something similar) and then the reader gets a severely injured on the mission for the order and when she comes back Sirius is freaking out and they apologise and make up 💕 Ty! :)

A/N YES I WROTE IT TODAY  hope you enjoy bbg

About what I said last night.

Y/N tapped her fingers against the rough wooden surface at Alice and Frank apartment, the persistent noise catching Alice’s attention.

“Hey love, I know you’re not trying to but you’re about to dig a hole through my kitchen table,” Alice smiled knowingly at her, sitting down beside Y/N who grimaced apologetically.

“Sorry, I didn’t realise.” Y/N pulled her head away from where she had been staring, avidly trying to keep her eyes from straying back.

“What’s going on Y/N, you’ve been tense for weeks.” Alice leaned onto her hand, her deep blue nails showing up against her pale skin. Y/N sighed, her eyes flicking back towards the fireplace where Sirius and Marlene were standing. It wasn’t like Y/N didn’t know Sirius was like this, it was one of the reasons she had fallen for him in the first place, his blatant flirting and confidence just seemed to draw people in. Alice had followed her gaze and pursed her lips.

“Ahh.”

“Please don’t say anything, I just, it’s just so frustrating.” Y/N huffed, giving up on trying to avoid looking over and turning her head back to them. Sirius had his hand on Marlene’s shoulder and was grinning at her as she laughed loudly. Y/N had been catching bits of their conversation earlier, Sirius had been complimenting Marlene’s new platinum hair, wondering if she’d picked up many boys being a blonde. Y/N had brought it up a few times in the past, how he seemed to flirt with girls at parties and forget to mention he had been in a relationship for the past four years. Marlene always seemed to hurt the most though, they’d hooked up a few times before he asked Y/N out and watching them fall back into old patterns made Y/N feel like she’d just become invisible.

“You know I won’t, but if I’m going to be honest, if that was Frank I’d give him a right slap,” Alice raised an eyebrow as Sirius picked at a lock of Marlene’s hair before pulling Y/N’s attention back to her. “But you know he loves you, right? Even if he’s a bit of an idiot.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Y/N dismissed her, grabbing at a sausage roll and spinning around on the chair slowly.

They left Alice and Franks’ around 12, after James had accidentally smashed part of the shed whilst trying to test a new spell that created fake snow and creating hail instead. They apparated back to Sirius’ apartment, a small one bedroom with open plan kitchen and living room that was covered in records and Sirius’ favourite muggle and magical bands hanging across the room. Y/N had been trying to calm herself down for the last 30 minutes, to no avail, and cringed when Sirius faced her with a knowing look.

“What’s wrong.”

“Nothing,” Y/N pushed passed him and hung up her coat, placing her bag on the couch and avoiding his stare.

“Bullshit, you’ve been dodging me all evening, come on, Y/N.” Sirius was always upfront when he was being confrontational, like he needed to take the upper hand in case things went awry.

“It’s really nothing, I just… you and Marlene-“

“Are you kidding me, this again?” Sirius huffed and Y/N felt the anger bubble in her chest as he cut her off.

“You were the one who mentioned it! I was just trying to tell you whats going on.”

“Do you not trust me or something? Is that it?” Sirius threw his coat off, pacing across the room. Y/N stared at him, gaping.

“Where the fuck did you get that from?” Y/N could feel the anger bubbling to the surface but she was no longer bothering to push it back down, her voice rising.

“You keep bringing this up as if I can’t be trusted, like I’m going around hitting on girls every minute of the day.” Sirius flung his arms up in defeat, huffing loudly.

“That’s because you bloody are!” Y/N yelled this time, getting frustrated. How dare he put this on her. “I just go around putting up with it, sorry if I’d prefer my boyfriend didn’t flirt with other girls.”

“I’m not flirting! I’m just having a laugh for Merlin’s sake.”

“Oh yeah? Ask that to the fifty numbers you’ve gotten to the girls you have conveniently forgotten to tell about me.”

“Fifty numbers?” Sirius gave her an exasperated look but Y/N stood her ground. She could feel all the frustration she’d been pushing down boiling over into her glare, her hiss.

“I’m just sick of feeling like I’m an afterthought.”

“I’m done with this fight, Y/N, I can’t bloody talk about it anymore.” Sirius turned away from her, heading towards the bathroom. Y/N stalked after him.

“We haven’t even spoken about it!” Y/N felt like screaming, how wasn’t he getting it.

“For fucks sake, Y/N! I can’t do this if you can’t trust me!”

“I just want to feel like you’re not looking for a fucking back up every time we go out!”

“I can’t deal with this right now, I’m meant to be –”

“We never deal with this stuff, we never deal with anything cause you can’t deal with conflict,” Y/N regretted it as she said it, Sirius’ eyes widening. Y/N had thought it before, Sirius’ deflecting, his constant confidence and banter. It had taken a whole year for Sirius to tell her he loved her, and another month before he could look her in the eye when he said it. It was like he was constantly needing to place a barrier between himself and anyone he might care about, in case they turn out like his parents.

“Get out,” Sirius hissed, his voice low and cold. Y/N didn’t move, shocked at what he said.

“What?” Y/N lowered her voice, unsure if she’d heard him right.

“I said, get the fuck out of my house, Y/N,” he raised his voice again and Y/N had to physically step back as he seemed to stand taller, looming above her. Y/N stared at him, her heart pounding loudly. Then she shook her head, breathing heavily and grabbing her coat, slamming her way out of his house and onto the streets of London.

Y/N woke up to a hand on her shoulder, shaking her softly.

“Y/N? We need to get up.” Alice’s voice drifted into her head and she blinked a few times before she could see Alice, fully dressed, standing above her. “Dumbledore’s called us in.”

Y/N was awake now. She pulled herself off the couch and slipped into her clothes from last night, piling up the blankets Frank had given her back onto the couch before Alice leaded her to their back step and they apparated to the location Dumbledore had sent.

They landed on the edge of a field, large oak trees on the horizon. Y/N spotted Lily waving them over a few steps away, standing at the corner of what looked like a very quiet main road. Alice and Y/N moved quickly over towards her, their breath puffing out in the icy cold morning air.

“Morning, girls,” Lily greeted them, wrapped in a large green coat and matching beanie. Y/N raised an eyebrow and Lily huffed in response. “James thought it would bring out my eyes. Shut up.”

“Anyway, Dumbledore has some intel about an attack on this muggle town this morning. He wants us to keep an eye out and deter it.” Alice whispered to the two of them as they leant casually against the stone wall behind them, Lily pulling out a packet of cigarettes and handing them around.

“Should we split up then, do rounds and meet up here every hour?” Y/N sucked in, breathing out softly and letting the cigarette warm her up from the inside.

“Sounds good,” Lily nodded to the right, “I’ll head this way, Alice you take the centre and Y/N the left. See you lot in an hour, send sparks if you need us.”

The three girls split up, not saying goodbye and moving calmly throughout the streets. As it was only about 5am, the streets were silent excluding a few dog-walkers and early morning commuters. Y/N smiled to a small shaggy dog that was bounding down the street far ahead of his owner who still looked like they were half-asleep. Y/N walked up and down each street cautiously, careful to cover her face as much as was normal with her scarf and beanie as she roamed her section of the town, making a note of the small alley ways she glanced down and anywhere that would be easy for someone to arrive unnoticed. Anytime she reached a street that was empty she cast protection spells against the front of the muggle houses to stop anyone from being able to directly apparate inside.

They got through the first two rounds with nothing to report except their tally of dogs passed per hour. Y/N rounded the corner on the edge of town the third time around slowed when she saw movement at the edge of a small alley that she had checked down previously and noted no entrances from it. She edged down the street carefully, her hand pressed tightly around the wand in her pocket.

Voices were drifting towards Y/N but she couldn’t quite make out what was being said. She held back before she reached the entrance to the alley way, pressing herself against the wall and making sure that no one was coming up the opposite direction. Suddenly she was pressed against the cold brick of the lane, her head pushed back and wand sticking into her neck.

“Been watching you,” A cold voice hissed in her ear. She could barely look down, a hand holding her head up roughly, the back of her skull beginning to throb dully. Y/N had kept her hand in her pocket and continued to grip tightly on her wand praying for the moment when she could put out sparks without getting accidently killed. Or purposely killed.

“I think we’ve found ourselves one of Dumbledore’s lovely women,” The person turned their head to the side, calling to an accomplice and Y/N took the bare second to pull her hand out of her pocket and blast red sparks into the air.

‘Expelliarmus!’ another voice yelled and Y/N felt her wand fly out of her hand and towards her right and her head getting pulled forwards and back against the bricks, sharp pain shooting up the back of her head and neck as she groaned loudly. Her vision was going blurry, eyes watering, the wand getting pushed harder into her neck.

“An annoying one apparently,” The voice at her ear hissed again and this time Y/N thought she recognised the taunting voice of Dolohov and felt her whole body tense. “She might need a bit of a harder time in questioning.”

Dolohov pulled the back of her hair tightly and pulled her along and down the alley way so that she was out of sight from the main street. Y/N screamed in agony, the grip pulling at the skin that had torn when she slammed into the wall, stumbling backwards and keeping her feet from slipping under and giving in all her weight to Dolohov. She saw the vague outline of another person standing beside her when she was thrown back to the ground.

“Hello, precious, I think I’ve seen yo-“ before the other death eater could continue Y/N pushed all of her weight into the back of her shoulders and kicked forwards, slamming them into their knees as hard as she could, her back scraping roughly against the concrete as they stumbled back.

And then it felt like all of her body was on fire. Every inch of her body suddenly wanted to not-exist, pure pain coursing through her very veins. A loud aching scream pierced the air and took a few moments for Y/N to realise it was coming from herself, her muscles spasming into positions she didn’t realise she could get into.

“Stupefy,” Lily’s voice rang around the laneway, Y/N’s body relaxing as a body went flying above her. Y/N could feel herself shaking uncontrollably, but desperately tried to inch herself out of the way and towards her wand which she’d spotted near the draining system to her left.

Spells were now flying around the alley way, both Alice and Lily dodging the two death eaters who had found positions beside the large dumpster for cover. Y/N breathed heavily but continued to move, keeping low as to avoid any rogue hexes, reaching for her wand slowly when crunch.

Y/N screamed again as a large boot stamped its way onto her hand, the small bones cracking from pressure. Y/N looked up to see a woman grinning at her, her dark eyes flashing maliciously before she was slammed backwards from another spell.

Y/N felt tears dripping down her face once more, her heart beating dangerously as she felt herself go into shock, trying to calm herself down.

“Incacerous!” Alice pointed her wand towards the unconscious death eater, slumped against the back wall, Dolohov disapparating on the spot. “Fuck, we missed him.”

Lily swept her wand around her head and a doe appeared by her side.

“Send for Dumbledore, tell him to get an auror here now.”

The patronus stalked away from her and disappeared into a ball of blue light. Alice had begun running towards Y/N, Lily following close after.

“Y/N are you ok?”

“Not at all,” Y/N gasped, closing her eyes as nausea began to wave over her.

“OK, we need to get you back to headquarters now, Lily are you ok to keep an eye on this one until the aurors get here?” Alice conjured a stretcher from thin air, flicking her wand again and lifting Y/N onto it so that her body was remaining flat.

“Definitely, get her fixed up. I’ll come check on you later ok?” Lily gave Y/N’s not crushed hand a squeeze and waved them off as Alice apparated them away, landing on the doorstep of Dumbledore’s safe house and pulling the door open. They were immediately greeted with a flurry of people, everyone turning on Y/N when they saw her, blood still trickling from the back of her head and shaking subtly on the stretched.

“Holy shit.”

“What happened?”

“Get her inside now.”

“I’m grabbing Sirius.”

Y/N felt herself drifting inside and towards the large living room where they had set up medical supplies and potions along the side of the wall. Y/N felt almost numb, her entire body throbbing as she was poked and prodded and lifted her head to pour potions down her throat. At one point she felt her body being pulled upright and leant against the back of a chair as someone began to work on the back of her head.

Loud voices began to find their way into the room, getting louder and louder as someone was storming towards them.

“I need to see her.”

“Sirius, mate, I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“Don’t you fucking dare block that door, James, so help me I will hex you out of the way.”

“Sirius, they need to work in there.”

“Let me see, Y/N, NOW!” Sirius boomed, the door swinging open to reveal James holding his hands up to let Sirius push past. Y/N saw him through blurry eyes rushing towards her, accidentally hitting a couple of people as he slid in front of her and picked up her unbandaged hand.

“Fuck, Y/N, I’m so sorry, are you ok? Merlin I feel sick – is she ok?” Sirius looked up to whoever was standing over Y/N.

“She’ll be ok, the back of her head is a flesh would but it’s taking more time than we expected to heal because of a cruciate-“

“The what?! Crucio?” Sirius gripped tighter onto Y/N’s hand, his voice shaking. “Who did this to her, I’m going to kill –”

“No you’re not,” Remus’ voice came into focus, “Here’s some chocolate, she’s going to need it after we’re done here.”

He passed it over to Sirius who didn’t look over, keeping his swirling grey eyes on Y/N’s.

“Y/N, are you ok? What can I do? I’m… I –“ His voice broke again. Y/N felt the spell that pressed against her skull, healing the wound. “I’m so sorry, I couldn’t sleep, I wanted to come visit you at Alice’s but then Frank and. I hope you know I never meant to hurt you, I’m so sorry, please be ok.”

Sirius was shaking almost as much as Y/N now, his body pressing up against hers. Y/N could feel her consciousness returning, the pepperup potion slowly doing its job. She blinked a couple of times, trying to take in the room. A lot of the other order members had filtered out to give them some privacy, leaving only Remus and James who were muttering over the medical station.

“I just, I struggle letting you in – anyone in, I just fuck, I can’t stop thinking about what I said.”

“It’s ok,” Y/N mumbled, struggling to move her mouth. “I know, Sirius.”

“No, it’s not ok. You could have died, you can’t die on me Y/N I don’t know what I’d do –”

Y/N pulled him in closer with her free hand, closing her eyes and breathing him in.

“I love you so much, Y/N.” Sirius muttered into her shoulder, his arms wrapping tightly across her waist.

“I love you too, Sirius.”  

He pulled away, brushing his hand across her cheek taking in a deep breath. Ok, everything was ok.

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[breefarrow]

Hi. I have not been on twitter or even in the fandom long enough so i came here to ask you about something. What's with the song claiming thing? Suddenly ziams are claiming songs that have been claimed as larry song. No I'm not gate keeping. Pardon my word choice.I'm not English. But I'm just curious. As long as i have been in this fandom, no control was a larry song the moment it came out and everyone was ok with it and even ziams never claimed it before.now suddenly they are like oh liam also wrote it? Home has always been larry song considering the timeline, him leaking and all, ziams never claimed it before, now suddenly home is a ziam song too? 18 was taken as a larry song from the moment ed said it was written from 1D perspective and everyone was ok with it considering how Louis used to literally serenade Harry like turning his whole body,changing pronouns etc. No one had a problem untill now. Suddenly in 2020/21 ziams are claiming it. Why didn’t they do it before? Why now? I'm just curious.

Warning selfies have been a thing with Louis for years. Now suddenly it is linked with liam too? How? Did he do it before or something? I genuinely don't know. So let me know plz.

The whole devlin thing, devlin album came out in 2017 i guess and they comparing Louis tweet with zayn tweeting that is from 2016. How does that make sense?

Also some people say larry closeting didn’t work but ziam did...awful thing to say. If it didn’t work then there wouldn’t be so many antis and they are still going through so much. People wouldn’t believe Harry dates every woman that breaths around him. And they claim there are two bbg in ziam relationship right? Why did they need two bbg if it worked? I mean if the closeting worked? Bbg has nothing to do with relationships.

Idk if ziam was real or not but I'm sure gigi was pregnant, she had that symptoms, pregnancy glow,tired face and all. Now whoever the father may be..idk.

I'm not convinced about ziam and how does that make me hypocrite? Also there are some "if this counts(larry),this counts too(ziam)" thread. what's with the comparison?

Sorry about the rant.

Hello anon wow this is long a lot to unpack so I'll start with your song questions.

Idk why ziammies are suddenly trying to claim songs that have ALWAYS been larry related. Especially when Liam said in an interview that Louis and him were a song writing duo for 1D BUT that he wrote the melodies and it was Louis who wrote the song lyrics. Last I checked melodies don't equal meaning of a song so how are these songs about ziam?

Some examples of this....

They are trying to claim Home but Liam said the song was personal to Louis and how when he read the lyrics he didn't want to change them. Home is also a direct response to If I Could Fly with ONLY Harry on the credits. Home was leaked by Louis the night of Belfest when Larry found out BG was being taken pasted the birth of a kid and it pissed off Louis so he leaked Home as payback bc it was clearly a loud song management didn't want on the album.

They are trying to claim 18 but the song was written by Ed who said [compared to other 1D songs he wrote for them] he wrote 18 with a 1D member in mind. [That is why we claim the song at all.] Ed was closeted in the band to Harry next being Louis and Niall he was the least closeted to Zayn and Liam. Side note Ed has a song called Friends that he said was about 2 friends of his who fell in love and when a fan yelled L&H he laughed/smirked and said init so it makes the most sense 18 was written with Harry in mind. Plus 18 is about meeting/loving someone sense they were 18 and it was only Louis who was 18 when they all met and it was Harry who would scream NO 16 when singing the song. Also larry changed the lyrics to HIM and would stare directly at each other when singing 18 livem According to ziam MPs ziam weren't a couple until at least 2 years into the band so why would 18 make sense for them also given they were both 17 when they met & none ever went NO 17 when singing it.

They are trying to claim No Control but that song as we know is about the morning after sex and the second round they end up having. Like stated before Louis wrote the lyrics to 1D songs and Niall plus Larry always made it DAMN CLEAR what that song was about. Also remember when Harry would always jam out hard core when Louis would sing his part in No Control aka majority of the song. Yeah that song is Louis song no doubt.

They try to claim Alive which makes no sense bc Zayn nor Liam is on the credits at all only Louis. They say it's bc Liam said he related to the song ok I see that but still he didn't write it and still how does this song equate to ziam? Alive is more a song used as proof Louis isn't straight bc it's about self exceptance of who you are even tho others around you for along time made u feel there is something wrong with you. It's about Louis who is more confident part way through the story being told and then helping his lover [who seems to be a bit insecure about themselves] except and love who they are. Since Liam didn't write on it the relationship aspect couldn't be about him and Zayn. Since he said he just relates to Alive at BEST it could mean he might not be straight but it can't be used as proof of who his partner is when he didn't write on it.

There's others but I think you get the point they have always been larry or hinting at Louis sexuality songs so I don't get why or how they are suddenly saying their ziam songs? Myself @lovemylarents and @fearlessmoon09 think bored people in quarantine is what happened to change the landscape.

To your next question warning selfies...

So warning selfies was something Louis did everytime something BG stunt related was going to happen. He started it and did it a ton back in 2016/17 when BG stunting was massive for him. Liam never had anything to do with warning selfies and Louis warning selfies were ALWAYS like I said BG related so suddenly ziammies going Liam does warning selfies for things involving Maya or Gigi makes no sense. It was ALWAYS a Louis thing.

For the Devlin thing...

You hit the nail on the coffin with that one the album with the song Cold Blooded that had the lyrics "so is it true XXXX fathered a baby? I don't really think so, if you ask me he don't like ladies. Could have been HARRY, yeah, I bet it was HARRY" [emphasis on Harry bc I saw a ziammie change the lyrics to Liam] came out in 2017 while Zayns tweet was done in 2016. Unlike Louis tweet which was specifically about this album not just the artist and tweeted during the height of BG stunting. So not the best comparison. They really should fact check before making these "larries are hypocrites" threads bc veteran larries know and fact check everything.

Next thing you mentioned what I call their slogan "larries closeting didn't work but ziams did that is why less talk about/believe in ziam then larry" piss me off so much and what you said it right. If larry's closeting didn't work then we wouldn't be here complaing about how the GP sees Harry as a queerbaiting womanizer, how solo henries who want to have sex and suck Harry's dick exist and how some locals don't want to join Louis fandom bc they think Louis and his fans are homophobic or that twarries exist thinking Louis is a deadbeat dad. Tell me again ziammies how their closeting didn't work? It is so invalidating to everything larry has been put through. Also if larry's closeting didn't work but ziams did then why did they need 2 BGs for Ziam and only one for Larry? Myself @kaybutlarry @babyhoney-28 and @onlythebravestan are still waiting on an answer to that question haven't gotten one.

As you said about Gigi yes she definitely looked more pregnant then Briana ever did. The reason I don't believe in their BG with Gigi is bc their story is inconsistenent. Side note back when Liam had a kid no one besides a few on tumblr ever said it was BG 2.0 they didn't start saying BG 2&3 until Gigi happened. Back to inconsistenences so their original story when we first learned Gigi was pregnant was it's fake just like Briana there's no kid, then when Gigi did the livesteam showing she had a bump and a round face you get when pregnant the story changed to she's pregnant the kid is just not Zayn's.

Then I recently saw some who [after the kid was born] went back to the story the kid is fake there is no kid OR they are using a child actor. Unlike Louis BG they don't have a consistent story that makes sense. Also the kids are never shown unlike with Louis kid F gets posted every damn day with creepy and bad photoshop, and a million articles about how he is Louis twin to shove it down our throats the kid is Louis. The situations have NEVER been the same with Louis vs even just Liam kid.

To your last point ziammies keep calling and making threads about how larries are hypocrites bc we don't believe what they do which is damn annoying bc they constantly say just leave us alone why do you care we exist but then constantly make threads like that getting mad we aren't all ziammies. If your going to make threads against us then yeah were going to say something and respond to your threads the way we would to a debunking larry anti thread. Their threads like that are either using funny coincidences of larry that we don't use as concrete proof to compare to ziam OR their ziam version of our proof has been debunked already like the Ziam Levine Stylinson sticker on the bears. [If you want more info on that ask @lovemylarents.]

They constantly take what is a larry proof and say it's also about ziam [Example the songs] or have a ziam proof that mirrors a larry proof. [Example the devlin thing or selfies] In their threads they always compare miniscule larry things that aren't our MAIN proof. See the miniscule proofs are the house and the big proofs are the concrete foundation that without it those miniscule things would not be able to really count as proof of larry and the larry house would fall. Ziammies ONLY have miniscule proof not a very solid foundation so I'm unsure how long their house will last.

I have been in this fandom for 10 years I have seen MANY ships come and go [Examples: Ziam, Ziall and Narry] but the one ship that has always been here was Larry. Larries have been here for 10 years, Larries are the ones who are talked about in the media, Larries are the ones constsntly gaslighted, Larry is the one ship that needs to be denied a bunch [poorly might I add] there's NEVER been any other ship or ship group people have hated, gone against or talked about this much besides Larries/Larry.

Funny [not for us] but funny that Liam goes through all the trouble of gaslighting Larries and talking about EVERY Louis stunt but he never mentioned Ziam which is a ship that actually involves him or the Ziammies who say Bear isn't his kid. Why did he talk about US and not THEM which involve him? Also funny Liam can easily say the word Ziam but Louis can't pronounce an EASY @ just bc it has the word Eroda in it.

My mutrals and I all agreed we didn't give af that ziammies existed until they kept talking shit about how we aren't ziams to and then go why are larries acting like antis hating us. First off it was NEVER larries hating on them it was toxic solo Zsquad and solo Liam stans who were. We didn't get involved until the entire tl was LARRIES ARE HATING US AND BEING HYPOCRITES. Second off and my last thought it's easy if you don't want us in your replies then don't make threads about us being hypocrites and use easily debunked ziam proof or miniscule larry proof to mirror bc we will point it out bc you think were hypocrites thank you.

[paradigmsofbrittaperry]

Favorite Britta moment? Or moments if you can't choose just one

this turned into a rather extensive list because I haven’t gotten to gush about Britta in a while so...this is in chronological order and not any kind of ranked order because I basically went through an episode list and thought of moments that stood out from different eps!!

- when she shows up to the Valentine’s dance all dressed up for the sole purpose of messing with Jeff. then also fixes his relationship with Slater just casually on the side

- all of The Science of Illusion. her being adorably excited about her prank idea, it going disastrously wrong, “knock knock. who’s there? cancer. oh good, come on in, I thought it was Britta!” what an icon

- “yOu sHOuLd bANg thAt kiD’s mOM”

- all her badassery in Modern Warfare

- when she keeps doing the snake for all of her fans in Anthropology 101!! she’s so cute she thinks it’s cool

- “did you know that if I sleep with Phillip once a month, I can use his beach house in Rio whenever I want?” “wow, you guys are really onto something, I think you’ve discovered the world’s newest profession!”

- the Britta Bot song. which arguably might not be a Britta moment?? but I’m counting it as such anyway because it makes me cry like a baby every time

- when she overcomes her fear and delivers Shirley’s baby!! because her friend needed her and she stepped up despite it literally making her sick!!

- “if loving worms is stupid, I don’t wanna be smart!”

- “you’re a pie pusher! you push pies to get love!”

- her Martha Stewart moment in Urban Matrimony and the Sandwich Arts and her subsequent drunken breakdown about it

- “I am not a whore, and, not that I've done the math, but, if I were, I'd be the super classy kind that gets flown to Dubai to stay in an underwater hotel.”

- when she kills Pierce on accident in Digital Estate Planning because bbg thought there was a hug button :’)

- Goth Britta Goth Britta Goth Britta Goth Britta GOTH BRITTA!!!!

- Herstory of Dance!! she was GOING to put on the best dance Greendale had ever seen whether anyone supported her or not

- not really a moment, just another Look™, but gay Britta from Heroic Origins has a special place in my heart

- when she’s genuinely shocked to find out that Pierce admired her and for the first time, thinks about how she might hate herself more than she should. I’ve written a whole post about that so. yeah.

- her badassery in Geothermal Escapism!! and her and Jeff’s whole “knock knock/who’s there/floor!!” bit

- when she starts a whole ass revolution in App Development and Condiments

- when she pulls off the grift in Grifting 101!! yes, everyone helped and was in on it, but sis really carried the entire operation since she had to kiss that slimey dude

- when her and Elroy just completely fuck up the kitchen in Modern Espionage

- her discovering what it’s like to be herself by herself in Wedding Videography!! and enjoying her own company for the first time Ever

fellow Britta lovers, please feel free to add on more in replies or reblogs!! I love her more than is probably normal and I love to see others loving her.

[agl03]

Hey! You are saying that we got a whole loaf of bread instead of a breadcrumb for the secret child theory. Maybe I’m slow but what hint exactly did we get? We know where fitz is but I’m not sure what else we got to hint at the child theory

Anonymous said:  Isn't it like Jemma to name a biological implant, though? I really am not sensing BBG vibes after this episode.

Anonymous said:  Jemma saying that chip was adorable and that it and her are inseparable was the absolute weirdest wording. I had to do a rewind to make sure I didn't just miss the reveal of bbg and thats what Jemma was talking about. I'm so excited for answers and more payoff. Also hoping we get some more daisy sousa scenes next week, because I am all in with them now lol

Anonymous said:  Yeah so this biological implant transfered her feelings from her daughter (adorable, inseparable) to Diana and I, again, will not accept any less

Anonymous said:  Jemma said “diana won’t matter anyway” or something like that then deke looked at her kinda shocked and stuff and then she tried to change the subject.

Anonymous said:  I think Diana is the child’s name and even tho elizabeth said she named it after her ring it could still be her child’s name, also, deke did not say anything when he herd it but he made a surprised face and look at her weird and that scene where jemma said she won’t matter anyway so idk. Also deke might not know his moms name

Hi Everyone!

HERE is the big response I did last night RE Diana and BBG.  

The reason I feel this was a huge nod to the Secret Child theory is while Fitzsimmons do have a penchant for naming their creations I don’t see Jemma talking about or being that attached to a thing in her neck.  Especially enough to use words like adorable and inseparable as inseparable is a big word for Fitzsimmons as a couple.  And adorable is exactly how Jemma would describe her child.  She called her Grandson a Delight.  And I believe before this last mission they were indeed inseparable and one of the hardest thing she ever had to do was leave her for this final mission.

My belief is that she sees Diana as Fitz and their Daughter’s protector and some of her feelings for them might be being channeled into it as well.  Making her very fond of it.  Diana is what stands between them and the baddies, especially if she gets captured.

For me I got even more confirmation from my Husband as he just watched and was like “there is your kid theory dear”.  And he is what you would call the casual fan who looks at none of the spoilers his wifey seeks out and I purposely hold back a few theories from him just to gauge his reaction to them as they happen.  He’s been listening to the Secret Kid theory since Season 6 ended and then more this week as it was um lets go with borrowed by some other sites.  

Even after a number of asks later and time to think it over.  I am still in the Diana is not their Daughters name camp, I just feel like Diana is indeed the tech guardian so perhaps the Daughters name is close to it or even starts with one of the letters.  If Diana had been Deke’s mothers name he would have reached more and he did know it because he offered to tell Jemma about her in Season 5 and Jemma said they less they know the better.  

I think Deke was a bit taken aback about how calm Nana and Enoch are with the whole this time machine we are riding in is now being held together with Duck Tape, can jump at any moment, and could blow a hole in the space time if even the slightest thing goes wrong.  

Finally, they have building up a huge secret that Jemma has been keeping, something she is desperate to keep from the others.  So desperate she is willing to let herself forget until the mission is done.  Fitz in danger yes is part of it but a piece of tech being the big reveal, nope not on this show.  That Secret Child Bomb is going to drop and its going to drop soon.  I will die on this hill.  

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Tagged by: @pcrticlvcid ( a big kiss. ) Tagging: @cardinalrot @seekscryptids @gothsic @betelguide please just take it from me im too lazy and i dont want to forget people :’(

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NAME :  xiaopeng :( NICKNAME : BASIL :)

FACECLAIM :  INVADER ZIM BABEY PRONOUNS : they/them or she/her HEIGHT :  5′6″ :\ BIRTHDAY :  October 16 AESTHETIC :   ex forever 21 employee + asian bbg with lululemon leggings and a fully beat face even tho im just going to trader joes + sad 90s goth from a jhonen vasquez comic LAST  SONG  YOU  LISTENED  TO :  retrey yung joup knea by ros sereysothea FAVORITE  MUSE (S)  YOU’VE  WRITTEN : honestly....im havin a blast writing for zigbert. but i also had fun writing hannibal lecter and invader zim and bill cipher !!

* GETTING  TO  KNOW  THE  ACCOUNT :

WHAT  INSPIRED  YOU  TO  TAKE  ON  THIS  MUSE :  i got really into d*vid b*wie stuff earlier this year and ofc i already loved aliens and scifi so ziggy stardust was right up mi alley.  initially he wasnt even my favorite musical era/b*wie persona (i liked the berlin era stuff more) but he has grown on me a lot and now im even doing my thesis film on a character based on ziggy LOL

also !!! @itscnlyfcrever found some of my b*wie art through my art blog....i was so fascinated with their rp and stuff that i kept thinking i should get back into rp too (i took a three year hiatus after rping zim because school got really hard) so they convinced me to set up my account and stuff!!! and here we are today.......... WHAT  ARE  YOUR  FAVORITE  ASPECTS  OF  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE :  i luv doing alien worldbuilding stuff!!  not like zig had any actual lore to begin with so i get to make up a lot of it and i have a lot of freedom to invent his personality and backstory and alien origins. sometimes i feel like i bore people because all i want to write about is how weird and NOT HUMAN and bizarre ziggy really is....but imo the scifi aspect is more interesting than the celebrity/musician aspect!! (THAT STUFF IS REALLY INTRESTING TOO THO).  i think its fun to write about how obliviously vain and egotistical he is but also about how weird human life is through the eyes of someone who hasnt been on earth for very long WHAT’S  YOUR  BIGGEST  INSPIRATION  WHEN  IT  COMES  TO  WRITING :  oh.......i keep a word document of my favorite HP lovecraft lines that i read through so i can always remember how to be pretentious and wordy :) FAVORITE  TYPES  OF  THREADS :  threads that are exciting and sort of crazy and actiony! i dont like fluffy stuff usually ... i think i really like threads where people find out he’s an alien but i also really like threads that force him to think a lot because i have fun writing out his thought processes. i like plots that really have a definite goal to work towards so i can always know the end goal of what im writing for. ok ngl i like writing with about ziggy and cardinal copia a lot please dont look at me BIGGEST  STRUGGLE  IN  REGARDS  TO  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE : i am SO deeply self conscious about the way i write zigbert :( ziggy stardust is like a cultural icon but even so he has no backstory or personality (fuck u b*wie you lied ziggy stardust was NOT conceived as a concept album it was just a bunch of songs he had already done put together that he later strung together a VERY VAGUE narrative for) so i feel like every direction i choose to move in....IS THE WRONG DIRECTION LOL like if i make him too shallow, does that contradict the fact that he’s sometimes portrayed as very thoughtful or deep? i make him enjoy his celebrity status and crave attention but does that contradict the way hes sometimes portrayed as a rebel messiah ? sometimes having so little to go off of....makes u feel lost and confused :[ 

i also feel like hes boring. hes supposed to be CRAZAAAAAAY hes a hedonistic promiscuous outer space cocaine snorting alien freak like ... i make him really boring sometimes. its because im a very boring person irl

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how about you and julian for the parent au?? :D

!! THANK YOU HAZE!! I love my bbg luna so much s o b s (julian was also requested by @bad-blue-moon-rising and @catbov ^^)

Who cried when they brought their child home for the first time:

hhh julian. i don’t think he was full on crying, but he was definitely the more emotional one. he carried little luna practically everywhere, he was an emotional mess.

Who would wake up in the middle of the night to check on the kid(s):

definitely julian. if luna woke up crying in the middle of the night, he instantly jumps out of bed to find out whats wrong. even if she isn’t crying, he’ll get up and check on her from time to time. he’s so worried about her for the first few nights at home.

Who changes the kid(s) diapers:

i do, only because julian is terrible at it. he tries, but he messes it up every single time.

Who makes the bottles:

me, again, because julian really can’t. he’s a good parent when it comes to caring for luna, but he really has trouble with basic stuff.

Who stays up late at night to rock the kid(s) to sleep and sing them lullabys:

hsdhfh julian!! he’s not the best singer either, but he’ll hum for her. julian is good at getting luna to fall asleep really fast, she loves her dad ♥

Who is guilty of spoiling the kid(s):

both!! of us!! we’re so weak. after luna learns to talk, she learns pretty quickly that she can get almost everything she asks for. 

Who would give the kid(s) cookies in the middle of the night:

neither of us. we’re at least semi responsible parents. does that stop luna from sneaking out of bed and stealing cookies from the kitchen anyway? no.

Who always takes the kid(s) side:

i’m gonna say julian. he absolutely hates seeing his daughter upset.

Who would wake up early to make breakfast for the kid(s) before school:

i do. julian is exhausted in the morning, so i make sure to get up early and make the both of them something nice!

Who gets the kid(s) ready for school in the morning:

julian does, while i’m busy with breakfast. he is tired in the morning, but he’d never miss luna leaving for school, especially when she’s a tiny bab.

Who takes the kid(s) to school:

julian thinks he’s the cool dad (he’s not) so he does.

Who goes to parent teacher conferences:

me, like i said earlier, julian always takes luna’s side, so it’s my job to handle the discipline. she inherits a lot from her father, including his penchant for trouble, so there are lots of times where i’m called in to discuss something luna has done.

Who will be the first to suggest to have ‘the talk’ with the kid(s):

probably me, julian is just too awkward? 

Who would choose their child(s) prom outfit:

i do. julian doesn’t have the greatest sense of fashion. luna loves her dad, but she will NEVER let him help pick her outfits.

Who would cry when the kid(s) go off to college:

julian. he cries when she’s brought home for the first time as a baby, and when she leaves.